After decades of battling my weight, I have come up with questions (in no particular order)…
Why am I consumed with thoughts of food?
Why am I always thinking about the next time I get to eat?
Why can I not just push food away when I am no longer hungry?
Why do I not ever feel full? Or do I just not recognize the feeling?
Why when I taste something good do I then become obsessed with eating as much of it as I can?
Why can I gain so much weight in just a few days of eating bad, and it takes weeks of eating good to lose it?
Why do I always seem to be hungry or ready to eat?
Why does it have to be so much harder to lose weight the older I get?
Why can I not convince myself that thin feels better than any food tastes?
How do I keep finding the strength for this battle?